brb, just going on holiday to Turkey for 2 weeks
Oscar Wilde said that if you know what you want to be, then you inevitably become it - that is your punishment, but if you never know, then you can be anything. There is a truth to that. We are not nouns, we are verbs. I am not a thing - an actor, a writer - I am a person who does things - I write, I act - and I never know what I am going to do next. I think you can be imprisoned if you think of yourself as a noun.
Being grown up was still a mystery for them. For @RachelFersh
Also can’t believe how much shit ‘men’ can give you when they want to. WHEN THEY’RE NOT EVEN YOURS. Like FUCK OFF!
The cravings for fags really confuses me. I gave up over 6months ago now plus I was never a heavy smoker at all. A couple a day at maximum. And now I just crave them constantly. It’s weird…………..
All I have to look forward to are the screams. They power my time machine. I scream because it is preferable to remembering why I have to scream. I scream until I vomit. I have wasted my life. I have given up happiness. And I am stuck in a city which I despise. All I have are the screams.